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How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
11-10-2011, 04:28 AM
Post: #26
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
I am sure most of us have run ins with the illegal side of stuff, but we've all wised up on where to go on the webs and learned not to go to shady sites >_< Oh the days of googling lolicon... This reminded me, as a kid, I wasn't REMOTELY attracted to girls my own age, I always liked 18+ boobs and ass and the like...wtf happened xD
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11-10-2011, 08:49 AM
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RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Internet happened!
I also think it has something to do with the brain but I cbf to go and educate myself about the human brain.

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11-10-2011, 10:50 AM
Post: #28
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
I was just like, fapping one day, and saw that I needed something else to fap to, so I got into loli.
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11-10-2011, 11:02 AM
Post: #29
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Elaborate :V
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11-10-2011, 11:13 AM
Post: #30
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
That's how it happened.

I had tossed back from a few things, to other things, and felt I needed something new. So I loaded up a hentai site and started looking.

Loli seemed like a great choice, so I started collecting it and eventually started jacking off to it.
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11-10-2011, 11:50 AM
Post: #31
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Well...LIE, entertain us. Be like, Orgazmo or some shit.
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11-10-2011, 12:20 PM
Post: #32
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Ohh, uh, right. *straightens spectacles*

When I was a little kid, my dad used to molest me a lot and I was always punished for telling on him, since he always told me to "be sure not to lie anymore." I was considered a problem child, an "instigator" because of my white-washed mood at the breakfast table. Dad would get angry that I wasn't responding normally, and my siblings would then get angry at me, and my mom would cry, and all the time I was a 6 year old boy who was just naked and alone and confused beyond all recognition. My father's behavior continued until the 9-12 stage, when he stopped at last. It was too late then, though. By that time, I had discovered hentai, and not only that, but I'd gotten bored of generic hentai, so I started to venture into things like loli

So now, when I need a new type of porn to get into and something nice appears before me, I start jacking off to it ;p
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11-10-2011, 12:37 PM
Post: #33
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
(11-10-2011 12:20 PM)dabeshu Wrote:  Ohh, uh, right. *straightens spectacles*

When I was a little kid, my dad used to molest me a lot and I was always punished for telling on him, since he always told me to "be sure not to lie anymore." I was considered a problem child, an "instigator" because of my white-washed mood at the breakfast table. Dad would get angry that I wasn't responding normally, and my siblings would then get angry at me, and my mom would cry, and all the time I was a 6 year old boy who was just naked and alone and confused beyond all recognition. My father's behavior continued until the 9-12 stage, when he stopped at last. It was too late then, though. By that time, I had discovered hentai, and not only that, but I'd gotten bored of generic hentai, so I started to venture into things like loli

So now, when I need a new type of porn to get into and something nice appears before me, I start jacking off to it ;p
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11-10-2011, 12:41 PM
Post: #34
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Where I copied that from:
http://d3andegoself.blogspot.com/2010/09...bluth.html

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11-10-2011, 12:57 PM
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copy pasta gets no rewards >:|
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11-10-2011, 01:14 PM
Post: #36
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(11-10-2011 12:57 PM)Dave Wrote:  copy pasta gets no rewards >:|

Well technically, it would not be copypasta, but simply pasta, since I did a separate rendition of it.

But it's fine, you didn't have to give me anything.
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11-10-2011, 01:26 PM
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You get all my <3
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11-10-2011, 03:21 PM
Post: #38
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
We learned not to go to shady sites? Apparently I didn't get the memo, a site I went to a few times got shut down and I heard several members got arrested at that time too.

well anyway, how I got into it...
As all good stories it started with World of Warcraft, yes that game does change your life and if I never played it I probably would never have discovered this pedophilia.
Ok it really started all the way back to being bullied in middle school but I prefer the WoW opening instead.

So I was talking to this guy on WoW and we were discussing porn. He said that he uses lime wire as you can find some good shit there (fuck yeah you can, but you can also get thousands of virus's). Well this is when I had a rape desire, so the porn I was looking for was rape porn... but what I wanted was true rape, I did not want some play BDSM type BS, I wanted it to be real. Well I found that anything of legal age was too obviously faked. Long story short, I now like children.
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11-10-2011, 05:00 PM
Post: #39
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Great fucking story Desp, It really is haha. Everyone seems to have some pretty interesting ways how they got into loli. Haha, I just kinda always been into children and just discovered loli last year when my friends told me bout it. But thanks yall for posting. This is the kind of discussions we need to keep this site up and going. Continue On.

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11-11-2011, 03:41 AM (This post was last modified: 11-11-2011 06:02 AM by Twistedes.)
Post: #40
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
When I started to look for underaged girls shaking their ass on youtube =P

How I came to this point:
Started watching anime 4 years ago.
Like probably 1 year later I started watching hentai, nothing hardcore at first, well except for Bible Black =P
I liked BB alot at that time, so it`s not suprise I watch what I watch now.
Well back to the anime path. It`s pretty easy to come accross lolis in anime, so I of course started to watch that genre in hentai too.
Don`t remember which was the first loli hentai I watched though.


Actually, I might have been pedo for a much longer time, without realizing it.
Once when I was like less then 10 years old I was at a family gathering thing and me and my dad was looking through a photoalbum and we came accross one photo of my aunt and uncle`s ehm 1-2 year old daughter bathing and her vagina(I`ll write that since she was just about 2) was showing in it.
I laughed and pointed to it and then my dad said I shouldn`t act like that over a 2 year old =P
I`ve probably had such moments more then once, but I can`t remember.
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11-11-2011, 07:30 AM
Post: #41
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
(11-11-2011 03:41 AM)Twistedes Wrote:  Actually, I might have been pedo for a much longer time, without realizing it.
Once when I was like less then 10 years old I was at a family gathering thing and me and my dad was looking through a photoalbum and we came accross one photo of my aunt and uncle`s ehm 1-2 year old daughter bathing and her vagina(I`ll write that since she was just about 2) was showing in it.
I laughed and pointed to it and then my dad said I shouldn`t act like that over a 2 year old =P
I`ve probably had such moments more then once, but I can`t remember.

i actually had a somewhat similar pedo moment when i was about the same age with my then baby cousin. for some reason they had him just sitting on a bed so people could come in and see him and i remember going in and having this instant urge to touch him in a sexual way. i could't have been more than 10 or 11 at a time.

i love the paradox of a child being a pedo.

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11-11-2011, 03:24 PM (This post was last modified: 11-11-2011 03:25 PM by dabeshu.)
Post: #42
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Quote:i love the paradox of a child being a pedo.

This.
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11-11-2011, 09:28 PM
Post: #43
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Twistedes, Bride, I had a similar moment but I was a little older. I was about 13 or 14 and my friend and I were riding our bikes around the neighborhood. We went past one house where this skinny cute little blonde of about 5 or 6 was sitting on her porch in a short skirt, her legs absently spread apart. We both noticed and rode past her like 3 or 4 times to get a glimpse of the panties crotch shot she was giving us. At the time it didn't occur to me that half the pleasure was that she was such a young little cutie.
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11-12-2011, 09:22 AM (This post was last modified: 11-12-2011 09:25 AM by Bride of Sin.)
Post: #44
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
(11-09-2011 08:26 PM)groucho Wrote:  Hope I didn't share too much and freak anyone out here. LOL

actually i found your pedo discovery story to be pretty similar to most i've heard over the past few years of being on sites like this. i don't think it will freak anyone out ^.^

(11-11-2011 09:28 PM)groucho Wrote:  Twistedes, Bride, I had a similar moment but I was a little older. I was about 13 or 14 and my friend and I were riding our bikes around the neighborhood. We went past one house where this skinny cute little blonde of about 5 or 6 was sitting on her porch in a short skirt, her legs absently spread apart. We both noticed and rode past her like 3 or 4 times to get a glimpse of the panties crotch shot she was giving us. At the time it didn't occur to me that half the pleasure was that she was such a young little cutie.

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11-13-2011, 11:03 PM
Post: #45
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
I've been attracted to children since before I knew what a pedophile was. As a pre-teen first coming to terms with my sexuality, I found myself attracted to females a few years younger, and many years older than myself. As I aged, the age-range at which I could enjoy females expanded, instead of shifting, to include additional ages as they became closer to my own. Along the way, in late pre-adolescence and early adolescence, I began learning how to label myself. Also along the way did I learn the stigma that such labels carry with them in today's society.

In short, my self-recognition as a pedophile and lolicon was a gradual process of my sexual development and self-education, rather than and great realization.
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01-07-2012, 07:19 PM (This post was last modified: 01-08-2012 01:34 AM by Quirky.)
Post: #46
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
aw man, all these awesome stories... And I'm just bland.
Let me elaborate

I think my defining moment was in France, whilst on holiday. I was just on vacation with my family, I was about 14 or something. I was in one of those bland hotels flicking through the channels whilst my dad was out. I was alone just watching tv when I came across a show I'd never seen before. Now my french wasn't up to par, so I had no idea what they were saying, and I tuned in mid-episode, so I didn't see the intro either. So I had no idea what I was watching, and I had no idea why I linked this show about that little girl in rather revealing outfits (wink, wink) flying around so much.

At the time I was rather self-conscious, and so when my dad came back, I quickly switched to another channel, trying not to get caught. (Not knowing what I was being caught for though... w/e)

I spent my subsequent years slowly degrading from normal porn, into more depraved kinds, on to subsequently hentai. After a while even my hentai porn addiction degraded into more and more 'specialists' tastes. Tentacles, monsters, forced, bdsm, everything. And then I saw a hyperlink, flickering on the horizon. It was a thumbnail for a mildly loli picture. I followed that link and though it led me to some bogus site, but I remembered the picture and went to search more like them. After searching for some time I finally found a (in retrospect rather shaggy) site that could supply in Lolicon.

And then I knew I was hooked. Now you must know that by this time, I was pretty hooked on anime, and after a while I downloaded Card Captor Sakura after it being said to be quite the loli anime. And after watching a few episodes I noticed something familiar, though I couldn't quite bring it home yet. And so after watching more episodes, I finally found the episode I saw so long ago, all the way back in France. I was ecstatic and overjoyed I finally found that one episode, that I'd been searching for for so long. I probably jumped around for a week or two, being way to happy. But I digress.

After that I realized I'd been a lolicon all along, and I've been enjoying it ever since!

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01-18-2012, 05:51 AM
Post: #47
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Well to be honest i always craved younger meat while watching porn, 1youngporn.com ring a bell ? (nah i guess youre all to freaky to have visited that.)
Well i visited one of the 1000 referal sites... teenah.com ring a bell ?
(all those sites are perfectly leagal, btw.)
So yeah i eventually cam across this drawing of a little girl, not excatly lolicon but ... (somebody tld me once what it was called but i forgot.)
Anyway from thereon i looked up som lolicon but soon found out it wasent enough... and i got dumb, and searched up some more on little girls ,etc, and i found a site where there was real CP, one can say, but yeah i freaked out, got paranoid etc. (this was after my *hrmpf* incident which you can find in my other post)
so yeah all my life i had always been kidding about being pedo or making fun of pedos around my friends. fast forward a few years..
My best friend sends me a picture of some picture of a fucking tortured baby with a screwdriver up its ass.. (and i did not like that just so you know)
So i thought, if they have this shit, they must have some other weaird stuff to... and i found out it was 4chan - /b/...
so yeah there were some cool stuff and after a while i noticed that ther occationaly were posted cp also.
So i became a master hunter for potential CP threads (lol all you want, but it was a thrill and a challenge.)
so i yeah found out that this shit really turned me on.. and i guess i was over the denial phase by then , but i just didnt question it before i got my hands on more "hardcore" pictures.
So ahm eventually i found out about deepweb which onionland is a part of.....
so yeah i found some real shit there... eventually found LC, and i was rocking the train and... hat was when it hit me..... IM A PEDOPHILE! (fuck i just noticed i use "so yeah" too mutch)
and i struggeled with the fact a few days, read up on the subject and, the more i read the more it fitted me, (except the horrid monster deluded shit) so eventualy i accepted it , and whoop i can FEEL AGIAN! (before i wasent able to feel guilt,compassion and you know those feelings a human SHOULD have)

I cant say for sure that i wont touch a child like groucho here before me.
But i can say that that one time i did, (and i was the same age as her at the time so it wasent illigal) i dont EVER wanna feel that bad, guilty and monsterlike agian. i would rather do what i wasent able to do then, kill my self.
I love children, to the last of my bones, and i will never hurt them.
I know that the moral of watching CP, is " watching it hurtssupports the production of more" but you know what ? it dosent, the harm ahs already been done. CP is worng, because you can never know if its consensual, and yeah i accept the fact. but do you want me to "rape" children or keep my hands away?
Watching CP, keeps me from seeking the real thing. (although i know i could never do something like that, but without CP i know i would have)

So yeah (fuck i did it again), i dont like lolicon, and i am just here for the company. now that i look back at my life, ive allways been a pedophile, like despodent said, my brain just supressed it. (along with my missing feelings.)

Now i have accepted that i am, and EVERY day i struggle with not looking at kids in public, (i mean seriuslo though, they dont have to be naked to be beutifull ?)
Every time some of my friends ask "aint that babe hot ?" *friend points at a 20yo lady with big boobs* i have to lie, and say yeah....
and every day, the fact that i am atracted to little girls scare me, everytime i think about my furure...how am i going to manage, and og lets for loli's sake not forget if somone finds out, especially my family.....
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01-18-2012, 09:54 AM
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RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Morally, if some one just finds and faps to CP, I don't think they have did much wrong. Everyone is attracted to something, it isn't their fault, you can say "omg, how can tyou fap to some one being hurt like that" but it's a natural orientation. Now, if you pay some one or something for them to make the stuff, you are causing the harm. You are just as responsible as the person doing it.
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01-23-2012, 01:57 PM
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RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
Really long time ago, I watched the fuck out of Lucky Star and I was like, obsessed with it. Me and my friends used to go on and on about how much we loved random characters from it and it was really autistic. But then I started finding myself more attracted to younger looking characters, rather than the more mature ones. At first, I thought it was a phase and it would pass, but it never did. Me and him then started watching more anime, the next one was Kodomo no Jikan (an anime about a bunch of first graders, and the main one, Rin, I think her name was? falls in love with her teacher and makes a bunch of sexual jokes and innuendos and such) and that truly sparked my love for lolicon. So basically, I evolved into a lolicon fan with my good pal that I don't really ever talk to anymore, which sucks because he's a cool guy. I went through a bunch of mental battles trying not to become a pedophile, but eventually I just accepted it and then I felt so much better about it. I don't mind being one now, and neither do my friends, in fact, most of my friends are pedophiles too. Anyway, yeah, that's my story for anyone who cares~
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01-29-2012, 05:38 PM
Post: #50
RE: How did you come to realize you were a lolicon/pedophile
How is it possible to not become a lolicon/pedophile with shows like that...you'd have to be fucked to not like lil girls after that...

You never had a chance xD
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